Got absolutely soaked out walking last night
After shopping last night at the grocery store, I decided it was a nice night for a walk, especially as I didnโt get in early to walk the Concourse yesterday and hurried home to get to Walmart after work. But I should have checked the radar.
About as far away from home as possible on my 2 1/2 mile walk around superblock past the high school the sky just absolutely opened up. A complete soaking downpour, I was dripping when I got home and stripped down and climbed into my bed
with the heated blanket. That felt good as itโs kind of cold in my apartment with the heat off for the year. I refuse to turn it back on until November unless we get some temperatures into the low-to-mid 20s when I have to worry about pipes freezing.
Hell of it is that I took the bus both ways yesterday, so to avoid the rain. It was fine but I almost missed the transfer from the shuttle to the express bus home.
The express left right on time and the shuttle was late. Itโs always a very tight transfer, the only way I regularly make it is to run over to the Capitol and get the bus from there as there isnโt enough time at the bus turnaround. Today, though Iโm riding in despite the cold and dampness and certain massive puddles on Erie Boulevard. Maybe I should check the radar before leaving.
Ninety five bucks in groceries , that seemed abusive but at least it was only two digits. Fucking inflation, though a big part of that cost was feeding my caffeine addiction with another one of those large plastic containers of coffee that I think is now like $15. I really hate that throwaway plastic, though they do make good containers for compost and ice blocks for camp and sometimes containers for burnable trash at camp.
I do sometimes also put them in my parents recycling bin, especially when I accumulate a lot of them. Itโs shocking
how expensive coffee has gotten later, maybe I do need to start popping more caffeine pills
or otherwise quit my caffeine addiction. This morning was asparagus, onions, garlic, corn, mushrooms and some eggs for breakfast. Asparagus is good this time of year now that itโs starting to become avaliable for cheap. Also some ground oatmeal and frozen sweet cherries
with sugar free maple
syrup for dessert. I should some of the real stuff soon. Just not in glass, lol.
Looks like another shitty wet weekend ahead. Truth is that I am very desperate in my mind to get just one night in the wilderness, itโs been much too long and Iโm struggling to keep my sanity stuck here in the city, in my cold and dark apartment as Iโm sick and tired of winter and the electric bills.
At some point I know winter will break, along with the rains and wind, but itโs been a tough March. Hopefully in the next few weeks though I can get up to Adirondacks for a nights in woods
and have a nice fire.
Donโt you know itโs foolish to rent
I get tired of the endless advertising and posts that tell you how foolish renting is and how itโs better to be in hock to a bank then a landlord because in a few decades youโll have some equity in a dumpy old house that you still have to pay property taxes on or the government will seize it. Advocates for home ownership seem to always forget the high cost of commuting in an automobile compared to a bus or bicycle, not to mention all the costs of building and yard maintenance. Or the cost of electricity to light and gas to heat a vast space. Or the endless appliances, carpet, roofs, windows you have to go through as a homeowner. Or the furniture you need to buy. I hate those plush sofas and EZ-Chairs that you see in so many houses covered with cat hair overlooking the 900 foot wide smarty televisions connected to internet. All shit you have to buy as a suburbanite house owner.
Mortgage companies always like to promote their options and assistance for those needing help with a down payment. You shouldnโt worry if you donโt have enough cash up front. Donโt you know renters are super poor, depsrate people. But thatโs certainly not my problem. I could buy with cash today if I wanted to pay the Capital Gains tax. A lot of off gridders are quite poor, the emphasis seems to be on cheap rural land and the affordability of building a small cabin. Donโt you know if you build a small cabin by hand, you could have something for under $10k. Framing ainโt that hard, and if itโs not perfect, if it keeps you dry and warm, you can survive. But for me thatโs not the issue, I make a good salary at my position and have been saving and investing for decades now. If I wanted to build something fancy, I probably could, especially if my savings and investments continue to grow over the next decade.
Maybe my adverision to homeownership is purely that I canโt move out to country and have a burn barrel and burn a lot of stinky plastic trash without having the cops up my ass. Or that I canโt just walk into a store or garage sale and buy a handgun that I can shoot at targets off my back porch. Or that I have to comply with building and health codes, which are pre-supposed to prefer landfilling over anything else. But I actually think itโs more then that โ I donโt want to be tied down to New York State โ and I want something simpler close to a hunting cabin on acerage in a small rural area, far away from any big city. Where nobody is going to care, where I can live my life without all the gadgets that constantly wear out and need hauling to landfill and replacement like is common in the typical suburban house climate control and flush toilets and sinks. I donโt want to have to deal with constantly handing big wads of cash to plumbers and mechanics, nor do I want to spend my weekends messing with a lawnmower engine, cutting grass and painting walls.
But maybe I am a bit jealous of my friends and colleagues who do have homesteads out in the country, or those celebrating their first home purchase, but I just canโt my find myself committing to New York State like that.. I want to get out, to wider open spaces, maybe not next week but I want to keep my options open especially when early retirement is an option less then 13 years away at this point. Which is not a long time โ Big Red just turned 13 1/2 years old โ and it seems like yesterday when I got that truck new. I guess to reject the dream of the suburban single family house in favor of a hand-built shack on acerage in a deep rural area of a freer state is just a sign of my severe mental illness.
Back to Monday
Monday has come back around again on the guitar as they say, one more day closer to spring time.
One the whole it wasnโt a bad weekend, though Sunday was cold and blustery and that heavy rain and wind was no fund on Saturday night. I did enjoy that ride out to Hollyhock and Blodgett Hill on Saturday,
it was a blast riding down there despite my brakes getting so hot that the front one started to smoke. Still not sure if youโre supposed to ride the logging roads at an WMA but there was no sign posted against it on well the blue trail that I took the bike up. Wasnโt tearing things up much with the bike, itโs not like an ATV, so fuck you greenies.
Whatever was on it though burned off the rotator and itโs stopping better. I need now to replace the rear pad, as that one is very worn and not working well. I have the extra pad at home, but Iโve hesitated to replace it until itโs fully worn out. The replacement cassette is coming this week, but I am keep the old one on for now,
I might hold off replacing it as the old one is working pretty reliably now with the new chain after it kind of either stretched the chain or wore the grooves down on cassette.
Sunday it was out to Five Rivers once it warmed up a bit the solitude was nice but it was bitterly cold even by mid-day with the wind, though the warm late March sun helped a lot. Then out to see the folks for a while,
and then hiked up Bennett Hill to end the day. My wash wasnโt fully dry when Ieft so I hung it up
and had other clean jeans and shirts that were fully dry to wear today to work. Then I went to bed after uploading some photos and an essay to the blog.
This morning I wish I had ridden to work but I was sure that I would get soaked on the way in. But then it turned out to just cloudy this morning though shortly after getting in the office it turned to sleet and rain though itโs not supposed to last all day. Tomorrow Iโll ride in.
Canโt walk laps after tonight as I need to get to grocery store. And also empty out the recycling bin
in side. Did the compost last night.๐ซ