Honest, Iβm less cranky now that the rain has stopped for a day or two and can ride my bike to work.
Somehow watching Brothers Keeper, and listening to ever so woke Candice Baticeβs Sustained and reading the Oscar Willβs Plowing with Pigs and Other Creative Low-Budget Homesteading Solutions just kind of set me off. Maybe itβs because I feel so trapped, and all people want to talk to me about is camping, as if thatβs the only interesting in my life or whatβs keeping me alive. Why celebrate the interim solution? Itβs really just a a rehearsal for retirement, an interim time in my life to learn and build skills even if I canβt live the life I want as make money in city. I just find that book Sustained to be so woke, as so much of the crap in it is fake and meaningless notions, like not using paper towels (which I donβt use except at camp) or those fake paper throw-away containers that are supposed to better then the Styrofoam egg containers which disappears just fine if you got land or are up in wilderness. Ask me what a sustainable solution looks like β it involves dumpster diving, burning burnables, saving metals for scrap, feed hogs and compost food scraps. Pigs are superstars for restoring dirt and cycling nutrients and who doesnβt love bacon and pork . Donβt buy a lot of shit, buy used, especially as some things donβt burn very well.
Itβs the simple things that you have to do to survive this life, it fucking beats riding the bus to work, much less driving in. Thursday looks good but then rain again for Friday. I guess that probably means I shouldnβt plan on heading out of town on Friday. Maybe Iβll still go hiking on Saturday and do an overnight, or maybe Iβll wait another weekend. Sunday looks good, Saturday is a bit more marginal. But then again, itβs spring turkey season so I try to stay out of woods before noontime for a few more weekends. Not to mention the black flies! Floor has been wet in my apartment from all the rain and moisture but itβs not my fault living in such a shit building where the slab is pulling away from the walls and the ground is saturated as the gutters drain into a big pile of concrete and asbestos shingles and and a big deep hole from when they replaced the water line to the other unit. Itβs dumpy but then again Iβm super jealous of the Ward Brothers farm in Brothers Keeper.
This morning I made pancakes with onions, spinach, cornmeal and I seemed to get the spice mix just right and they came out pretty good. This evening I think I need to get to the store, though with the weather being nice for change, maybe Iβll have to just stop at Hannaford on way home and get the essentials, wait until later in the week to do more shopping . I kind of wish I had a better idea of what I want to do this weekend, but I am not sure with Friday night being as wet as itβs going to be. And that means things will be pretty sloppy on the trails on Saturday. Still a lot to summer ahead, indeed I was thinking itβs not long before Iβll be back up at Pisceo-Powley floating down the East Canada Creek. I was actually looking at the tube last weekend when I was getting out my summer clothes.
Thinking of all those fires, (fuck recycling) smoking a little grass, cooking some good meals on the campstove, listening to audio books and reading Iβm hammock, cooling off in creek. I know black fly season comes first, but if it gets hot out quickly, as it might very well happen based on 8-14 day outlook for the second half of May, Iβll hang up the screen tents and tons of deet, and just enjoy the wilderness while doing my best not to get eaten alive by the bugs. Really when it gets nice is Juneteenth. This year itβs a Thursday, but Iβll also take off that Friday, and maybe tack on a Monday. I doubt Iβll bother with a camping permit, but will just switch up campsites if I decide to stay more then 3 nights. Maybe start out at Stewart Landing then head up to Pisceo-Powley, though honestly Iβm going to need ice before three nights is up, so I might as well move to another campsite. In the meantime is Memorial Day Weekend, Iβm not sure of my plans at this point, often Vermont is the default choice but itβs often so buggy.
Youβre sick of hanginβ around and youβd like to travel Get tired of travelinβ and you want to settle down I guess they canβt revoke your soul for tryinβ Get out of the door and light out and look all around
Sometimes the lightβs all shininβ on me Other times I can barely see Lately it occurs to me What a long, strange trip itβs been