Truth is I knew this day would come 🚳

There has been some play in the rear wheel of my bike, some creaking and groaning, especially once the wheel had flexed a bit from riding. I thought I might have a loose spoke, but upon inspecting the  bike a few months back, I noticed some small cracks in the carbon-fiber, aka plastic rim. I knew there was some play in the rim, and I thought it could be bearing were bad. Though the play wasn’t causing the wheel to hit the brake disk, which only made it clearer it was the rim. And today it got really bad. Visibly bad, two spokes, one was especially pulling through the rim.

I need a new rear wheel for the bike. I could replace only the rim, but I know the shop will recommend against that. I tried tighting the remaining spokes but it only make the wheel less true and I either broke a spoke in the process or it was already broke.  Started having issues during the winter with the hard riding on all the pock-marked ice on the bike trail and elsewhere. That’s when I first started hearing the occasional creaking noise, which had in more recent times become a more clicking and cracking noise. Once I discovered the cracks in the rim, I knew I would need a new wheel but figured at this point, I might as well get whatever life I can get out of the wheel.

I’m going to drive in tomorrow, and go to the bike shop at lunch time. I’ll talk to them, but I think they’ll recommend a new wheel. I see what they want to charge for a new wheel installed, but honestly I think I can install it myself. Just need to move the cassette and brake over to the new wheel. I’ve pulled and installed cassettes a few times now so I have the tool and experience to do that. Not a big deal. I was looking at the brake disk, and it’s a 6-bolt brake, but it looks like the disc is removed from the hub assembly, by just removing the six bolts with an hex wrench. Not rocket science. They do recommend thread locked on the bolts and they have a torque specification though I think I can just reasonably hand tight them.

The new wheel ain’t cheap, probably in the $100-$200 range, especially now with the tarrifs. But I have the money and I enjoy riding to work. It certainly saves on gas, and probably even on bus fares. It makes me happy when I get to and from work. It keeps me healthy. And like anything on a bike, ti’s a wear part. I’ll see what they want to charge for labor and the time schedule, but I think it would be better for me to do the work and master yet another skill. It’s not like I won’t have to eventually replace those disks, and being able to safely pull and re-install them means I can do my own rear-spokes in the future when they break. And I can salvage spokes off the old wheel.

It really saves money doing your own bike work. I am not against supporting local small businesses, and there are some who believe you should pay people to wipe your ass in the bathroom. But if it’s something I can figure out reasonably well, and do a decent job myself, I’d rather handle it myself. Not just to save money, but because I won’t have to wait for the shop to get around to do it, although this shop usually is pretty quick.  From the farm channels I watch, I can tell you professional dairy farmers have mechanics on dial, even though they do some of the work themselves, when they have tools and knowledge to do it themselves. Not because they hate mechanics or spending money, but it takes valuable time and money to haul equipment to the mechanic, and that down time for equipment can be really bad for a farm, especially during harvest time.

Will my work be perfect? No. Maybe if I had not played with tightening the other spokes on the rear wheel after I got home I could have gotten a bit more life out of it, maybe that other spoke wouldn’t have snapped, but I have my doubts. Several spokes were pulling through the rim, and the rim was loaded with cracks. Those cracks have been developing for some time, but it had gotten so sloppy on the way home I was concerned I would make it home without pushing the bike home.

Also the derailuer isn’t perfect, I’ve noticed a lot of chain slack in certain gears, I think it’s either bent or the spring in it is bad. But it’s not impacting my riding enough to make a difference, but when it gets bad, I’ll either see if I can adjust it or replace the part myself. Probably just like the woke bike shop would do. If you squint at the bike after all the miles riding trail and especially commuting, noting is squint on the bike. But as Big Red mechanic likes to say, nothing is ever perfect on a big jacked up truck, and sometimes it’s okay to ignore little things that aren’t critical to fix at this moment.

Hope 🀞

You know there is a lot to fear out there in the world today. Things are rapidly changing, and it’s not always clear if those changes are for the better. That said, a lot of things were broken, and despite all the bluster and talk of the politicians, the conventional wisdom was failing in many ways. I keep seeing those ads for depression treatment and reading about depression, and people who live without hope of a better tomorrow, and I know I am not one of them.

For one, despite the cold and harsh winter that has been, spring is coming. We are less then a week away from the time change, and while it’s still been cold, it seems like cold is breaking, with more and more days above freezing and rain coming for the mid-week. Next Sunday the time is changing, meaning it will be light well after 7 PM, and riding home tonight, I couldn’t help but think once the ice is off the rail trail, I’ll be able to ride out to Voorheesville after work and listen to the peepers.

It’s not to say I’m not unnerved by what is happening in Washington DC or even Albany. But being in the suburban office, working on data all day long, I feel somewhat isolated from it all. I have that serenity of riding my bike each day to work. It’s not that I don’t feel the pain of the stock market declines, though lately I’ve been buying more and more bonds, so most of the losses are on paper then reality. Unless I had bought that homestead with cash I was looking at, I never would have cashed in on it highest value. That said, I’m not convinenced the markets will remain down for more then a few years β€” too many rich and powerful people derive the majority of their wealthy from stocks β€” business leaders aren’t paid much in cash these days and if they can’t sell it, they don’t have any money.

I am not convienced that all of Donald Trump’s bad policies will stick around that long. Some might, the better ones. Honestly, the system was broken, and while many of his ideas are absurd, maybe we should investigate the alternatives. But I am not that taken one way or another, I am just focusing on the future, saving and investing, continue to research, read and learn about building that homestead I want to build. Nothing fancy, just a home that I can live in, as far removed as possible from the insanity that seems to have gripped the country these days, where everything is about buy, buy and consume.

Truth is that I could have that cabin today, that place in the mountains. I have money saved up, I have skills and a solid work history if I wanted to start off on a new track. I could move to a state without all the gun and open burning restrictions, where I could build the homestead I want. Have the wood stove, a burning barrel, chickens, goats and pigs. But I love my job, and I’m doing good work moving the agency forward. To leave now would inevitably leave on a path to lower wages and I know if I wait my savings will grow. It’s not like I’m not that far from early retirement where I have more options to build that homestead in a community that suits my values. Really hopeful things that I’m taking one step at a time to make reality.