You know you’re fears are not rational 😱

It feels so good to be out here in Schoharie. Got an early start leaving a bit after 7 am. Decided to travel light, didn’t bring my bike or tube, as it’s cool and honestly I want to just set up camp early and relax – it’s been a tough few weeks even if it’s all in my mind.

Started out the day driving down through Hauverville and then out along Keyser Kill. πŸ•οΈ Checked out the Keyser Kill campsite I’ve been thinking about exploring but it’s already taken. Looks nice for a future weekend not far from asphalt. Spend a little time at the Fultonham Rest Area, had to take a pee on a tree and walk 🚢 along the creek for a while.

Really too cold for swimming 🏊 today but tomorrow I plan to spend the balance of the day at Mine Kill before meeting mom and dad for Sunday dinner. πŸ” I wanted to take Monday off from work but I am the only supervisor in the office all week so guess who is assigning all work and pulling the work orders besides all the Director crap I normally do maintaining the database and developing 🎯 new targeting capacity.

I could have brought the bike 🚲 but I am not feeling ambitious today, my focus is get to camp early and lay in the hammock and read. πŸ“– Hiking Vromans Nose this morning, 🚢 then I’ll head to Middleburgh to get a case of beer 🍻 as I forgot that when packing the cooler. 🧠 My mind was so off while packing with the anxiety. You can say it’s not real, and it’s not but it doesn’t mean it’s not attacking one’s brain. Maybe I’ll also hike Middleburgh cliffs when I’m out that way. Then Shauls for sweet corn, tomatoes and especially zucchuni. πŸ† 🌽 πŸ… I dud bring good tammaworth hog bacon πŸ₯“ to fry up with the zucchini.

It feels good to be away, πŸ˜€ to know that summer vacation is still a real possibility in a few weeks. That not all things are bad despite what my thoughts πŸ’­ may be telling me. Where I can still get out in the country and enjoy the sunshine β˜€οΈ and the hills and mountains ⛰️. I should be so more ambitious but overcoming anxiety has consumed so much of my energy. Yet it still feels kind of liberating to be out here, taking in the hills, mountains and farm landscape and know it’s not all real.

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