Truth is that I shouldn’t feel this way about the day that was 🏕️

I’m avoiding heading back to camp because I don’t want to deal with having neighbors nearby even though I told them it’s fine to camp there. I should go over and spark up a conversation with them to learn something new and because it’s good practice to meet new people. Ask questions don’t speak so much. It’s just so hot and humid and I don’t want to spend all night drinking and stoned.

It was hot and I didn’t really love the pool thought reading one of Temple Grandins books on livestock handling and listening more to an audio book in one of the Adirondack Chairs they now have was nice. Really bummed out about the non car show, I wish I had spent more time floating in the Schoharie Creek. Maybe tomorrow, depends on the weather. Pool swimming with the chemicals is kind of gross, I really prefer floating on the tube in the Schoharie Creek.

Landlord emailed me, he’s replacing my windows. Hopefully on days when I’m not home. I didn’t think the upstairs windows were bad or drafty but it’s his building. Rent goes up too much or I get evicted, I can find somewhere else to live. At this point it’s silly to worry about him discovering what a dump my unit is, I’m sure he’s aware when he bought the building. I should clean it up a bit before vacation but honestly I don’t care. I could have something much nicer if I wanted, something I own don’t rent. Closer to work now that the express bus is done.

After my truck or maybe before it my housing situation is what I find most alarming. I could afford something newer than a 14 year now kind of beat up pickup or more than $800 a month rent. Or camping on some remote dirt road rather than staying in a fancy motel, campground or cabin. But it’s the life I choose. There are many less fortunate then me but I don’t like the professional ass wipe services that most people have. I hate all the trash, the fake luxury and comfort. I like dirt, my freedom and doing it myself with basic stuff.