I did not sleep much at all yesterday. I just feel sick. I’ve been working like a dog, getting into the office early, trying to keep up on both the legislative and campaign side of things.

I have a pounding headache from the lack of sleep 😴, as I could not sleep last night 🌃. I laid in bed listening to the 538 podcast then Lex Friedman interviewing Donald Trump. 🎤 The guy’s a snake 🐍 but then again all politicians are. He says he’s for legalization of pot. Good. 🐸 I rode out to Five Rivers this evening and to get summer squash at Meads Farm 🍆 but they were tiny and expensive but at least I won’t run out. I should have run downtown to the farmers market today. 🧑‍🌾 I know there isn’t much time left to do this year and maybe forever as who knows where I’ll be next year. Hopefully alive and hopefully on my own land or getting there but first I got to make it through the winter.

Truth is that I have no idea how I’m going to make it through the winter this year. 🌨️ I’ve not found a home, my apartment is so drafty and falling apart. And I keep sending the landlord the $800 checks buying myself some time before the inevitable eviction. I keep looking at houses on Zillow but they’re the same consumeristic crap I always see. 🏘 My parents have gotten so elderly and obnoxious, I hate visiting them as all they ever talk about is how much they love their garbage service, how much they hate Trump and how I should buy more shit 💩 because I make good money. Mom wanted me to come out tonight to help dad fix the lawn mower but due to my lack of sleep I felt like I couldn’t drive and keep my eyes 👀 open. I’m kind of a wreck tonight. The electric blanket and sealing around the door 🚪 will help and I can afford a bit more heat. ♨️Money’s always tight 💵 but I do better than most do.