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Dreaming of home in the meadows ๐ŸŒผ ๐Ÿ

There is a profound, grounding poetry written across the rolling rural landscapes of Upstate New York. It is carved into the gentle crests of the hills, spelled out in the margins of old stone walls, and sung aloud by the wild meadows that stitch our valleys together. Whenever I head down the trail, my steps naturally falter, captured by the spontaneous architecture of untamed colors. I can lose entire afternoons to this wanderingโ€”stepping into fields where time seems to slow down, entirely captivated by the quiet majesty of plants that grew exactly where the wind intended. 

To walk these paths in summer is to witness a masterpiece of mutual devotion. Look closely, and you will see the fiery, neon crowns of bee balm leaning into the afternoon light, humming with the frenetic energy of bumblebees. Nearby, the sturdy, understated elegance of purple coneflowers stands like sentinels of the field, their golden centers serving as landing pads for migrating monarchs. Goldenrod begins to brush the ridges in yellow light, while patches of wild milkweed and blue-flag iris soften the ditches and damp hollows. This is not just a pretty backdrop; it is a breathing, working landscape. It is the frontline of pollination, a quiet engine of resilience holding up our local ecosystems, our neighborhood farms, and the very air we breathe. Wildflowers give everything they have to the community, asking for nothing but a patch of dirt and a sliver of sun. 

This breathtaking harmony is the blueprint for my deepest daydream. Someday, when I finally clear a space for that cabin, that home, that homestead, I will not attempt to conquer the earth with manicured lawns or heavy machinery. My land will be a sanctuary for the true locals. I want to build a working landscape where man and nature exist in a state of mutual respectโ€”a space where crops and wild things blur seamlessly at the edges. 

I am fiercely set on an organic path, one that completely rejects the sterile promise of pesticides, synthetic chemicals, and artificial intervention. Instead of forcing delicate, introduced species to survive on life support, I want to champion the resilient native flora that has evolved alongside the local wildlife for millennia. Even if a sweeping drift of bee balm or coneflower doesn’t yield a direct financial profit or put food on my kitchen table, it pays a more sacred dividend. It anchors the soil, filters the rain, and invites the birds. It creates a diverse, self-sustaining ecosystem that requires minimal maintenance because it is exactly where it belongs. On that future homestead, stewardship will not mean dominating the soil, but gently lifting out the disruptive, invasive species to let the native soul of the land breathe. 

But that homestead is a map still waiting to be drawn, tucked safely inside my imagination. 

For now, I do not own the ridges or the valleys. I am simply a grateful guest passing through. Until the day I can plant my own deep roots into those rolling hills, you can find me exactly where I belongโ€”happily lost in the woods, tracking the flight of a honeybee, and drinking in the wild, unbothered beauty of the flowers. 

Thematic Map: Primary Direction of Hillsides in NYS - Aspect
Thematic Map: Black River Watershed

Foggy, busy Tuesday ๐Ÿ‘Ÿ

Somewhat foggy this morning, going to ride in fairly early once I the black beans are good and soft that are boring down on the stove. Apple-carrot pancakes this morning.

The upcoming weekend looks rainy ๐ŸŒง๏ธ especially going into Sunday, so maybe this isn’t the weekend for the Potholers after all. ๐ŸŠโ€โ™‚๏ธ I guess dream on, only one other weekend remains this summer – and then September 4th bright and early, it’s off to Speculator to remote work hopefully from Hardwood Hill ๐Ÿชต over Labor Day Weekend. Never done Snowy Mountain, might hike it that Saturday during the weekend.

Got my insurance bill for the F-350 SuperDuty, ๐Ÿ’ฐ and it’s fairly reasonable figuring it’s a newer truck but I also increased the deducatables to adjust for inflation and got rid of the unnecessary insurance riders. I think it’s like $720 compared to $630 I was paying for Big Red over six months. That one I’ll have to pay immediately, but also I have blog hosting contract, which I’ll put on the card and won’t be due until October. โœ๏ธ Which is good, I have only like $220 bucks left in my checking account after paying last month’s credit card bill. Hoping when I get paid next Monday I won’t have to dip into savings or the raining day account to pay my rent, but it is what it is. Finally built my savings up to where it should be. That said, I can’t complain that much about paying the blog hosting contract, after all it’s kind of nice to get paid for making some maps up, and dreaming about hick towns that smell Iike cow shit ๐Ÿฎ and people have burning barrels for their plasticky garbage. ๐Ÿ›ข๏ธ Memories of backroads Pennsylvania, living life the way it should be. Hey, I still recycle my cans in my parents bin not that I buy much in them. โ™ป๏ธ Paper and plastic? ๐Ÿ”ฅ Oh, and aluminum beer cans for the deposit.

Riding in early this morning, ๐Ÿšด that is once the black beans are ready, as I have to do and I did not go down to the library to do more work last night, ๐Ÿ“š as it was hot and a good thunderstorm โ›ˆ๏ธ rolled in shortly after I rolled home on my mountain bike. I had originally planned to take the bus in yesterday, ๐ŸšŒ but I forgot my laptop, had to run home, and ended up deciding riding the bike. Saved a $2.60 that way, I know big deal when the SuperDuty guzzles $120 gas every chance it gets, and it just seems like I need more and more expensive, basic foods packaged in burnable plastic from the Supermarket. ๐Ÿ›’ Still, you should try to save whenever possible as some day I want to have cows, that wooden off-grid cabin with the burning barrels and manure piles for the garbage out back. Smile, deep breath, off we go, training class I’m teaching ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿซ today, and then back home to do more work. Buy more plastic, watch go up in smoke, dream more of those days with off-grid cabin. And onwards.

Map: Canaseraga State Forest
Map: Ossian State Forest

Monday after a weekend that went up into smoke ๐Ÿ’จ

Grooving on a Monday morning. Apparently another big flood back in the office, snake bite on the coffee maker did not bite over the weekend and things got flooded. But they did get coffee going eventually in the office, and apparently a lot of blowers too. But I couldn’t hear them from my desk.

Good morning, Happy Monday. Where the hell did that weekend go? Probably up in smoke like that parmesan cheese container and the empty cottage cheese container – or that 1/4 tank of gas in the SuperDuty. ๐Ÿ”ฅ Carbon dioxide, dioxins, and furans. ๐Ÿงš‍โ™€๏ธ Or maybe buried in the dirt like that shit and banana peels from the weekend gone by, slowly rotting away up on Burnt Hill, probably long gone by the time I get back there next summer. It was nice getting away to swim this weekend, some stoned hours looking at the wildflowers ๐ŸŒป and just hanging out. Weather was pretty good until the very trippy-tipsy end of the weekend, rain Sunday evening when I was out at the folks, but whatever. ๐ŸŒˆ Swimming was pretty nice both days on Mine Kill Pool though I’m sad to think that’s done at least as far as I’m concerned for the year.

Washed the mud off the SuperDuty with a quick 4 minute wash at the car wash, ๐Ÿšฟ and ran over to Wally World ๐Ÿ›’ after visiting the folks to hand them another $60 after spending $40 bucks there on Friday, to get sunscreen, mantles, oatmeals, bananas, and yes the first batch of white garbage bags since autumn. ๐Ÿšฝ Not camping all winter, โ„๏ธ without a fire or trash service or using them for bucket shitter. ๐Ÿ—‘ I saved a lot on those bags. Needed more food, I eat a lot. But I still forgot parmesan and onions. Crazy thing is I thought about getting onions when I was at Shaul’s earlier in the day, but whatever. ๐Ÿง… Things are so expensive. Life was cheap before the SuperDuty, as no gas bills, and yeah, I didn’t buy all that food and plastic to send up into smoke. That said, I do like the Wally World Picante Sauce on everything – it’s cheap, tastes good, and the fact that plastic is No 7, doesn’t phase me much.

I dream of heading out of town on Thursday and taking off Friday to spend floating on a tube ๐Ÿ›Ÿ in the East Canada Creek, smoking dope ๐Ÿ˜ฎ‍๐Ÿ’จ but yeah the rain gods are saying you got stop spending all your money on gas for the SuperDuty โ›ฝ, beer ๐Ÿบ and maybe you clean up your shit apartment. ๐Ÿงน Shovel out more of that crap to turn into smoke. I always dream of having a gutter track in my house, preferably a straight tube down to burn barrel. ๐Ÿ›ข Kind of like the old apartment incinerator shoots. Maybe something to build into my cabin. And like get caught up on work. ๐Ÿ’ป But the last chance at a summer trip, and honestly taking time off from work until November, though I do plan to remote work ๐Ÿ“Ÿ Labor Day Weekend hopefully from Hardwood Hill or somewhere nearby, but yeah, that’s work and by then, probably too cold for much swimming. ๐ŸŠ‍โ™€๏ธ And things will be busy.

Map: Merill's Hill Trail
Map: Jones Hill Trail in the Hoffman Notch Wilderness

Built to Last, Not to Throw Away, Skipping the Vinyl Suburbia

I spend a lot of time scrolling through pages of log cabin and wood house builders.

There is something fundamentally grounding about looking at a structure made of solid, raw material. I really like the idea of a log cabin, or at least a house built with plenty of wood tongue-and-groove on the inside and deep wood on the outside. It stands in stark, beautiful contrast to the vinyl, asphalt shingle, and drywall claptrap that dominates the suburban landscapes sprouting up along endless miles of asphalt.ย 

Maybe part of my preference comes down to self-awareness. I know what a dirty hick I am, and how quickly anything pristine and white gets dirty and dingy in my hands. But it goes deeper than that. I associate vinyl and plastic with disposability. To me, plastic is something you use for a few minutes before chucking it into the fire to get rid of it. Wrapping a house in it just feels wrong. 

Modern building materials are often praised for being durable and “zero maintenance.” But that phrasing is a corporate illusion. What it really means is that these materials are engineered to be used for a fixed “material lifespan” with no upkeep possible, until they are inevitably discarded at a local or distant “regulated” dumping ground. Zero maintenance usually means zero maintenance is possible. You cannot prolong its lifespan with honest care. Any fix you try to apply later is an afterthought, a hack. 

Wood is different. It is not to say that wood doesn’t require more workโ€”it demands painting, staining, and eventually replacing rotten pieces. But it is also repairable. It is fundamentally not disposable. When you work with wood, you enter into a long-term relationship with the structure. You can preserve it, mend it, and keep it alive. 

Most of the buildings you find in the cities and suburbs are covered in that generic white vinyl crap I hate, and sadly, itโ€™s bleeding into the mountains too. I am not saying a pure log cabin is the only way to build a life, but I know exactly what I want someday when I finally have my own land, my own homestead. I want a home that can be fixed with basic tools, weathered by the elements, and built to endure rather than fill a landfill. 

Last summer day in Schoharie โ˜€๏ธ

Most likely that is with only two summer weekends remaining. Listening to lots of Karen Dalton and John Denver, looking at the wildflowers and bumping along those rough dirt roads, saying how fast those days go.

Maybe it was the weed ๐ŸŒธ or the hours in the sun studying the wildflowers ๐ŸŒป ๐ŸŠโ€โ™‚๏ธ but it seems like I spent more time sleeping then swimming ๐Ÿคฝโ€โ™‚๏ธ at the Mine Kill Pool. Hiked down into the gorge and over to NYPA Discovery Center which is under heavy construction as they renovate the exhibits. Been using the binoculars to study the birds ๐Ÿชฟ and distant views after rediscovering then I my old truck. ๐Ÿš›

It was a quiet evening at camp ๐Ÿ•๏ธ lights were working good but I was tired and got cool quickly after the sun set. Had a small fire ๐Ÿ”ฅ and retired to bed around 9:30. Woke at five, ran to the bucket ๐Ÿชฃ shitter did a poop ๐Ÿ’ฉ and smoked some more grass ๐Ÿฆ— until sleeping in until eight. Took down camp, ๐Ÿฅพ wandering around Looking Glass Pond and the falls, next up is Shauls then over to Mine Kill State Park Pool ๐Ÿฉณ until 4 pm or maybe earlier if storms roll in.

Sunday dinner ๐Ÿฝ๏ธ and laundry ๐Ÿงบ at the folks house, catch up with them. Start up Big Red ๐Ÿ›ป to get fuel running through the engine, then I’m thinking of swinging by Wally World on the way home ๐Ÿช for a bunch of things I need then home. Busing it tomorrow to work and then working over at the campaign committee getting loose ends tied up into the evening. Maybe Thursday after work head north for the Potholers. ๐ŸŸค That would be nice as summer winds down. ๐Ÿ˜Ž