With my therapy sessions I've been doing recently, I've been doing a lot of thinking about my views and how and I want to change -- like thinking about less about burn barrels and how much waste there is in society. While I learn a lot from the sessions, I also been doing a lot of research myself, as I chew through what is my next step. While at some point, I want to own land out in the country, where I can have fires and kind of do what I want, for now it's kind of a struggle to figure out my identity, control my naughty fire-driven thoughts, and make my life better so I can earn more money and get closer to those goal of owning my own land.